subconscious

I dreamed about running last night. And it was easy. I ran fast and when I came to a hill, i ran faster. I felt really powerful.

When i did kung fu, I frequently had dreams about fighting. But I always felt stuck or slow. My punches and kicks never connected with any power - in my dreams - and I always felt powerless.

I don't know what's changed. Maybe something? Maybe nothing?

Either way, i'm having to talk myself into running today. It's cold out, we check out today and then have a really long night followed by very little sleep and another extremely long day tomorrow. Plus I'm fighting off a cold.

Makes me want to hibernate. But I want to keep dreaming about being powerful. So probably, I should be contributing to those feelings in my waking life...