I'm putting all of that in the "good" column. It's Christmas, and you worked out with a hangover. That should be an honorary five-pound-loss just on merit!
I didn't work out today, unless you count washing everything in the house that isn't water soluble working out. I don't. And I only got halfway through the house. But I did resist baking cookies and made an awesome pot of posole instead -- low-fat and friggin' delicious.
For the record, the PPs kick my ass, too. I could barely dip. And that was just ONE set. I should start with the "girl" pushups, too = (
All that regular/discipline stuff sounds like a big heaping dose of what I need. (Yes, it's 3:34 a.m., but just couldn't fall asleep). For now, I'm just glad Christmas 2008 is behind us. A week now to get a plan in place for '09 and the rest of my life.
As for zoning out beyond the nagging monkey mind, I'm sure you'll get there. Soon. But I suspect that if you didn't have that photo shoot in Feb. -- and a certain important reunion -- you wouldn't be one-tenth this stressed.
Don't worry, kid. You're gorgeous, and despite your exacting, self-punishing standards, that body deserves all kinds of beautiful things.
(J) I AGREE! I am DONE with my body and my "gosh if I could just lose 20 lbs" bull. it is time to do something.
ReplyDeleteAnd the something I have been doing is stuffing my face with damn Christmas cookies. UGH. Fatigue is a huge obstacle to the working out and eating well thing.
But you have to start somewhere. I am going to run tomorrow, and log my food everyday. And yes- I have even started my own blog.
what would I do without you, Linda.
E... I adore you. I love the way you try to make my insane ramblings seem reasonable.
ReplyDeleteAnd thanks for the props too :) I sent an email with some "I'm not sure about this" stuff to A and he has yet to respond 4 days later...
So... that couldn't possibly have anything to do with my mood.
Right?